Jamie Whalen; Fiend To The Pipe

Every night before I,Jamie Maureen Whalen, go to bed I promise myself I will try to be a better person and respect my froends and family. I promise myself I will call my kids and hear their sweet voices and spend my time working for a better future for myself. I have wasted so much of my life on drugs doing nothing but whoring myself to get some cash for a quick fix for me and my pimp daddy, I tell myself every night before I go to sleep that tomorrow I will do more with my pitiful life. Then the light comes and I feel the sick feeling in my stomach and I don't want to do anything but sleep forever. Finally I reluctantly drag my ass outta bed and hit the pipe. Then the monster inside come out and I become the Pipe Fiend! I can make "Requiem for A Dream" seem like a romantic comedy! Seriously, I have done some things I'm not really proud of, but when you gotta feed the need for speed you will need to taste the salty seed!

This is me this morning;